Disappointment

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We push disappointment ahead of ourselves like a bulldozer scraping earth.

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Whatever attracts us is held at arm’s length. Destroyed as it comes into reach. We seek to break from our disappointment. Instead, all is broken upon our desire.

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We push disappointment ahead of ourselves like a bulldozer scraping earth.

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Desire locked in disappointment. Desire perverted into destruction. Aggravated by whatever is whole, unbroken, wherever we find it. We only see accusation, a taunting reflection of all we lack.

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We push disappointment ahead of ourselves like a bulldozer scraping earth.

A D 06.14.12