I find myself scattered and unable to dive back into the routine I've managed recently of regular posts with a certain coherence among them. Underneath it all is a sense of shifts going on beneath the surface that are best left to play out before trying to expose them to the light of day. This isn't meant as holding thoughts "close-to-the-vest" before releasing them publicly, but an internalized interaction where I'm learning to let these processes work at their own pace and with whatever cloak of "privacy" they seem to require. That's a privacy from my own consciousness not from any of you.