What do I want? This is the hardest question for me to answer! I don't know if that's a general problem, I suspect it is. You would think that a question that doesn't require that I deal with any outside power, or look for external approval – It's not, "What do I want to do?" even, it's simply "What do I want?" This should be one of the easiest questions to answer, yet, when I even let myself consider it, I go silent, my mind goes blank.